Boo. -
Friday, March 16, 2012 -










Evanescence 2012.
 
And so I find myself stumbled upon this little space I once created for myself. Or at least Justin made for me. I definitely won't be updating everyday but maybe I'll come back here once in a while when I'm either really bored or have just a lot of things on my mind.

So to fill in the missing spaces, I’ve been in the through-train course (RP-SSP-DSLM) for a year already. Gonna start my year 2 tomorrow. 2 more years and I’ll finally graduate. I can’t emphasize enough how much school sucks for me. I admit it’s really slack because there’s almost no need to study but going all the way to Woodlands for lessons is still horrible. I can’t believe I chose this pathway just for bowling. But well, screw this, I just hope everything goes well. (along with bowling that is)
Sacrificed my pump times for school and training. Was looking back at my posts which showed how much time I really spent on pump, pity I can’t do it again. All efforts gone to waste as I won’t be able to train anytime soon anymore. Haven’t been training for the past couple of months anyway. I’m gonna be worse than those xmm at this rate, ha ha.
Still facing a constant struggle to manage through the day with my dad treating me like this. But no, this time I won’t do anything wrong. I’ll just wait. Wait for that opportunity one last time. At least I still have everyone else to support me throughout.
Continuing from my previous posts. – Met you, became friends, moved on to best friends, asked me, rejected, continued, accepted, broke off, patched, loved. It’s been what. More than a year already? Ah, time really flies.

I love you, I have loved you all along.
 
Oh and yes, we've been playing Maple again. Screwed up my old character so we created a new one in Bootes. Hahahaha retarded max. I wonder why we stopped in the first place. Ah..
Dyana posted @ 10:44 PM
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Thursday, November 24, 2011 -
I realised.

There's nothing much to post now since I'm always continuously updating about my life on the go.
Where?

Twitter.

Heeee. So I find it unnecessary to have this space up here. (Unless to post photos but I always upload them on Facebook first so again it serves no purpose)

Follow me @ xDyloves for updates instead. :)
It's protected, so do send a request first. ^^
Dyana posted @ 12:05 PM
neutral -
Monday, October 24, 2011 -
So it's the start of a new week. time has been flying very fast, and I hope it continues to do so. (Well, until my school ends that is)

Justin just started school, which means that we be able to meet much after my school ends because he'll be too tired by then. but on a brighter note, my school ends in a couple of days so it's not that bad. I've been doing well for this module so far so hope I can persevere a little longer.

I tried the oiling pattern for Singapore nationals during training, and had a really difficult time adjusting to the lanes. hope I'll be better prepared before the competition.

I'm on the way home now, currently on 168. completed my quiz just a while ago. ut2 on thursday, feeling confident but guess i still need to pepare notes for it. this module is really interesting, it's the only module where i'll keep my notes for future use.

I wanna pump again soon. justin said he'd train me so well guess it's time to buck up. He wouldn't want to have a noob pumper as his girlfriend anyway. (considering he's the best, meh)

It's pretty obvious that I'm in a really 'sian' mood now from the way I'm typing. Well, yeah I am. Can't wait for this month to be over. Really. Then everything will be just perfect.

I guess I've said pretty much everything that was on my mind.
Home.

Time to shower and prepare to sleep.

/No late night call for today. </3
Dyana posted @ 11:12 PM
Back Again ~ -
Monday, October 17, 2011 -
Hii. Yes, I finally got back to blogger (for the time being, at least)

Why so random? I don't know either. Just finally felt like writing down my thoughts about what's been happening lately. Justin spent quite some time making this blog anyway so I wouldn't want it to go to waste.

So.. What's been happening lately? Nothing much, just school and training as per normal.
School's been okay, I'm on my last module and I've half a month more to go till school ends!
Training's been good and productive, although I don't see much improvement in my game. I'm still trying my best though, I really hope to do well.
Singapore Nationals starts next month, I hope I'll be prepared for it.

Apart from that, I've been going out a lot with Justin lately (He has holidays but I don't) Him sending me to school, fetching me from school, accompanying me home, hanging out together, and I'm really enjoying his company. We adopted two little baby hamsters (Judy and Teddy) and he's taking real good care of them :)

I just registered to get a Certificate in Personal Make Up and Hairstyling. I guess it's just something to pass the time while I'm having my holidays since I'm interested to get the diploma in Professional Makeup Industry. But meh, I still have a long way to go especially with my current sporting pursues. I guess it'll be fun :)

I just highlighted my hair, and my God, it looks so horrible now lol. Well I guess it's okay, just not really something I'd expect. Maybe I'll post a picture after it gets better. So for now, I'll just let it grow a little longer.. I hope Justin won't kill me. :x

Overall, I'm blessed to have everything going well so far. :)

I'm still in class, gonna go finish up my research and then go for training at NSRCC at 4pm. Damn, I need to do my bowling balls really soon, it's getting really uncomfortable. Oh wells. I hope I'll be able to get them fixed my this weekend (And also get a new spare ball because my current one chipped)

I'll go post up more pictures to fill this blog up another time. It looks so.. boring. Meh.
Dyana posted @ 2:08 PM
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Thursday, June 23, 2011 -
Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
Oh, but God I wanna let it go

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me

I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me?

Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow

Don't wanna let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go, let me go

Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes

I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me?

Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, stay in love with mmm
I'm gonna let it go
Dyana posted @ 12:41 AM
50 facts about you. -
Wednesday, June 22, 2011 -
I wanted to do 100, but I don't have enough time.
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Just to let you know how amazing you are and how much you mean to me. From our first date up till now, I never stopped loving you since. Despite the hardships we went through during that period of time, I hope you'll leave the past as it is and try to start afresh with me. I've done my best for you and I will continue to do so. I love you very much, and I hope you will too. I'm never giving up. I know I can do this. I know that we can do this.

50 facts about you



Dyana posted @ 3:04 PM
Sweet dreams are made of this - -
Tuesday, June 21, 2011 -
















20 days of not blogging! I almost totally forgot that I even had this space. Tsk. Such a fail blogger.

Been really busy with school, trainings, competitions etc. I've been having a good time so far though. I'm starting to improve a little bit so I feel much more motivated now. I just hope that I'll be able to maximize my potential before it's too late.

Got back to running after all the competitions, I really shouldn't have stopped despite having to bowl. I feel super lethargic every morning. Need to get back to shape again. 

Anyway, I managed to go out with Justin a couple of times in spite of my busy schedule. Watching movies (Green horn, super 8, x men, mr poppers) hanging out, we even studied together! (But failed miserably) Played pump after at least more than a month of not playing. (Also failed miserably -_-) But basically, I had a good time with him around.

Tomorrow will be my last day of school, and then I'll be having my holidays! It sucks though, because everyone else would have ended their holidays. (Including Justin, he starts school next week) But I'll be focusing on trainings and the Sea games roll off.

I've to learn to take better care of my health. I haven't been eating proper meals just because of my mood and I tend to expect too much of myself when I run to a point where I completely burn out (especially without energy intake) which increases and produces more lethargy I already have in me. I managed to gain a lot of weight last month, but it all dropped down this month. The feeling kinda sucks.


I think this caused me to feel lightheaded and dizzy this morning to an extent where I couldn't train and go for my night class. I took a nap in the bus and went to see the doctor at Tampines. Nothing much, he just said I was completely burned out and needed to eat proper meals and have a proper rest. Went to meet QY (Justin came along) to watch movie and then decided to pump for a bit. Haha, fail even worse. Reached home about 11, thanks so much Justin for accompanying me till I got home. Felt so dead and tired, slept immediately.

I had brunch today with Khristine, finally got a chance to meet her again after ages :) It's good to see her doing well so far :) Hope we'll be able to meet each other soon. And I'm progressing well, I just had my dinner :)


Class is going to end in one and a half hour's time. I can't wait to get home and rest early so I'll be able to run again tomorrow morning.

Time to zone in back to class. Presentation coming up soon.

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You don't know how much you've truly hurt me.
But that's okay, I still love you the same.
As long as I'm still able to fake a smile, I'll be alright.
Dyana posted @ 8:11 PM
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Tuesday, May 31, 2011 -
Done with Malaysia Open!
Got into Masters finals for Girls Open, came in 6th. Meh. Won RM400 though ^^


Time for Singapore Open!
Dyana posted @ 8:36 PM
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Monday, May 9, 2011 -
Justin Ng;

I'll love you forever, I swear. I'll do my best to be the best girlfriend you've ever had and ever will. <3 I hope you'll be mine forever. Heh. Muaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa <3 Loving you always!

My boyfriend's the best ;)
Dyana posted @ 9:12 PM
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Monday, May 2, 2011 -
Went to treat baby to Thai Express because I owe him lunch! I forgot why though.. But I'm glad he enjoyed his food as much as I did ^^ Luvvvv Thai Express! Saw Mandy and her boyf outside smoking, heh so cute <3

















 

Heh heh my baby so cute ^^ Mwaaaa <3333

I love you babydear, no matter what, you know I'm always here for you <3
Dyana posted @ 6:25 PM
fishing ~ -
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Heh, I'm back after so long ~ ~ ~

I don't know why I haven't been updating, many many things happened lately ^^ oh well ~ i've got pictures (like finally) so enjoy!






































































Such a sweet boy, write my name on the sand ^^
 

Adorable people :)
Dyana posted @ 2:50 PM