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Tuesday, June 21, 2011 -
















20 days of not blogging! I almost totally forgot that I even had this space. Tsk. Such a fail blogger.

Been really busy with school, trainings, competitions etc. I've been having a good time so far though. I'm starting to improve a little bit so I feel much more motivated now. I just hope that I'll be able to maximize my potential before it's too late.

Got back to running after all the competitions, I really shouldn't have stopped despite having to bowl. I feel super lethargic every morning. Need to get back to shape again. 

Anyway, I managed to go out with Justin a couple of times in spite of my busy schedule. Watching movies (Green horn, super 8, x men, mr poppers) hanging out, we even studied together! (But failed miserably) Played pump after at least more than a month of not playing. (Also failed miserably -_-) But basically, I had a good time with him around.

Tomorrow will be my last day of school, and then I'll be having my holidays! It sucks though, because everyone else would have ended their holidays. (Including Justin, he starts school next week) But I'll be focusing on trainings and the Sea games roll off.

I've to learn to take better care of my health. I haven't been eating proper meals just because of my mood and I tend to expect too much of myself when I run to a point where I completely burn out (especially without energy intake) which increases and produces more lethargy I already have in me. I managed to gain a lot of weight last month, but it all dropped down this month. The feeling kinda sucks.


I think this caused me to feel lightheaded and dizzy this morning to an extent where I couldn't train and go for my night class. I took a nap in the bus and went to see the doctor at Tampines. Nothing much, he just said I was completely burned out and needed to eat proper meals and have a proper rest. Went to meet QY (Justin came along) to watch movie and then decided to pump for a bit. Haha, fail even worse. Reached home about 11, thanks so much Justin for accompanying me till I got home. Felt so dead and tired, slept immediately.

I had brunch today with Khristine, finally got a chance to meet her again after ages :) It's good to see her doing well so far :) Hope we'll be able to meet each other soon. And I'm progressing well, I just had my dinner :)


Class is going to end in one and a half hour's time. I can't wait to get home and rest early so I'll be able to run again tomorrow morning.

Time to zone in back to class. Presentation coming up soon.

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You don't know how much you've truly hurt me.
But that's okay, I still love you the same.
As long as I'm still able to fake a smile, I'll be alright.
Dyana posted @ 8:11 PM