Escape Me.
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Thursday, June 23, 2011 -
Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow
Oh, but God I wanna let it go

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show
Never wanted it to be so cold
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me

I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me?

Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, I wanna stay in love with my sorrow

Don't wanna let it lay me down this time
Drown my will to fly
Here in the darkness I know myself
Can't break free until I let it go, let me go

Darling, I forgive you after all
Anything is better than to be alone
And in the end I guess I had to fall
Always find my place among the ashes

I can't hold on to me
Wonder what's wrong with me?

Lithium, don't wanna lock me up inside
Lithium, don't wanna forget how it feels without
Lithium, stay in love with mmm
I'm gonna let it go

Dyana posted @ 12:41 AM
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50 facts about you. -
Wednesday, June 22, 2011 -
I wanted to do 100, but I don't have enough time.
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Just to let you know how amazing you are and how much you mean to me. From our first date up till now, I never stopped loving you since. Despite the hardships we went through during that period of time, I hope you'll leave the past as it is and try to start afresh with me. I've done my best for you and I will continue to do so. I love you very much, and I hope you will too. I'm never giving up. I know I can do this. I know that we can do this.

50 facts about you


1.       You’re a very smart guy.
2.       You like to keep your hair long.
3.       You never really had a good childhood.
4.       You love to program.
5.       You’re a really good programmer.
6.       You have an amazing personality.
7.       You’re the most caring guy I’ve ever met.
8.       You have a kind heart.
9.       You like to make fun of people occasionally.
10.   You get irritated/angry easily.
11.   You are cute.
12.   You have a nice body in spite of your lean frame.
13.   Your laughter is unique.
14.   You have nice eyes.
15.   You like physical contact.
16.   You’re not too sure about what you want.
17.   You have different taste in music.
18.   You’re the best pumper I know in Singapore.
19.   You sleep a lot when you have the chance to.
20.   Nobody can wake you up when you’re asleep.
21.   You want to be a programmer when you grow up.
22.   You already are a programmer.
23.   You have interest in dance.
24.   You tend to get very fierce.
25.   You are very playful.
26.   You’re a very sweet guy.
27.   You’re into ‘cute stuff’.
28.   You’re not that close with your family.
29.   You like to eat a lot.
30.   You always stick to your own ideas.
31.   You get jealous very easily.
32.   You tend to be over protective.
33.   You have a lovely smile.
34.   You’re especially cute when you make that innocent face.
35.   You’re not afraid of almost anything.
36.   You are very daring.
37.   You like a challenge.
38.   You are wonderful.
39.   Your imperfections make you perfect.
40.   You get grumpy when you’re hungry or tired.
41.   You are hardworking when it comes to doing something you like.
42.   You play the rubik’s cube a lot.
43.   You memorised almost all the algorithms for the rubik’s cube.
44.   You’re good at being a boyfriend.
45.   You’re a good kisser.
46.   You are special in your own ways.
47.   You are everything your girlfriend could ever ask for.
48.   You have a girlfriend who cares for you deeply.
49.   You have a girlfriend who loves you whole heartedly.
50.   You’re perfect just the way you are.

Dyana posted @ 3:04 PM
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Sweet dreams are made of this - -
Tuesday, June 21, 2011 -
















20 days of not blogging! I almost totally forgot that I even had this space. Tsk. Such a fail blogger.

Been really busy with school, trainings, competitions etc. I've been having a good time so far though. I'm starting to improve a little bit so I feel much more motivated now. I just hope that I'll be able to maximize my potential before it's too late.

Got back to running after all the competitions, I really shouldn't have stopped despite having to bowl. I feel super lethargic every morning. Need to get back to shape again. 

Anyway, I managed to go out with Justin a couple of times in spite of my busy schedule. Watching movies (Green horn, super 8, x men, mr poppers) hanging out, we even studied together! (But failed miserably) Played pump after at least more than a month of not playing. (Also failed miserably -_-) But basically, I had a good time with him around.

Tomorrow will be my last day of school, and then I'll be having my holidays! It sucks though, because everyone else would have ended their holidays. (Including Justin, he starts school next week) But I'll be focusing on trainings and the Sea games roll off.

I've to learn to take better care of my health. I haven't been eating proper meals just because of my mood and I tend to expect too much of myself when I run to a point where I completely burn out (especially without energy intake) which increases and produces more lethargy I already have in me. I managed to gain a lot of weight last month, but it all dropped down this month. The feeling kinda sucks.


I think this caused me to feel lightheaded and dizzy this morning to an extent where I couldn't train and go for my night class. I took a nap in the bus and went to see the doctor at Tampines. Nothing much, he just said I was completely burned out and needed to eat proper meals and have a proper rest. Went to meet QY (Justin came along) to watch movie and then decided to pump for a bit. Haha, fail even worse. Reached home about 11, thanks so much Justin for accompanying me till I got home. Felt so dead and tired, slept immediately.

I had brunch today with Khristine, finally got a chance to meet her again after ages :) It's good to see her doing well so far :) Hope we'll be able to meet each other soon. And I'm progressing well, I just had my dinner :)


Class is going to end in one and a half hour's time. I can't wait to get home and rest early so I'll be able to run again tomorrow morning.

Time to zone in back to class. Presentation coming up soon.

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You don't know how much you've truly hurt me.
But that's okay, I still love you the same.
As long as I'm still able to fake a smile, I'll be alright.

Dyana posted @ 8:11 PM
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