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Wednesday, March 16, 2011 -
When I turn 18, I'm so looking forward to get my motorbike than to have sex.

I'M SERIOUS!!!! I WANT MY BIKE!!! Sex can wait LOL.

Ugh, can't wait till I'm 18.
Dyana posted @ 11:15 PM
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Wow. Since when do YOU have so much money?

Every day I've to pay for your food and give you more money so that you'll have enough to last the days when I'm not around. You get embarrassed and say that you'll pay me back one day but never did.

And now you can just lend a girl who spends all her money at an arcade $50?



Tough love.
Dyana posted @ 10:41 AM
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To you know who you are,

I don't know how you got my number, but seriously stop with all those bullcrap. I don't know you, I've never met you. If I don't reply you constantly, doesn't that mean I don't wanna talk to you? Let alone calling. You're sumpah irritating ok.

You keep telling me to update my blog cos you like to read my posts. Well, this one's for you.

Fuck off.
Dyana posted @ 10:33 AM
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Hugging my panda every night, every morning. It keeps me safe, but it doesn't keep me comforted.

I feel like going to the owner's house to pass it back. I think panda needs a new home.
Dyana posted @ 10:28 AM
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Sunday, March 13, 2011 -
I hate you.

You stop me from doing things, yet you're doing things that you told me not to.
You kill me when people call me pretty. You agree when people call you cute and gets happy about it.
You delete me when I talk really friendly to guys but you flirt with every single girl on Earth.
You make me do things I don't want to do. Yet you say that you give me the biggest respect.

You say you've no future without me, but when I'm gone, you're still the same happy care-free guy. It's as though I never existed. It's as though you never cared.

Yet I try to fake a smile everytime I see you. Hopefully it'll make you think that I'm perfectly fine without you; that I don't need you in my life anymore. That I still am the strong girl you once knew, that will always get up no matter how hard she falls down.

It works, but I'm dying inside. I miss you but I can't show it. I need you but I can't show it. I love you but I can't show it..

I can't show it to my friends, I can't show it to my family, I can't show it to you. I bottle everything inside hoping that things will get better. Hoping that everything will be alright. Hoping that one day, I'll be able to forget everything.

But no, it's not alright. It's not alright having lost someone you love so much, leave you just like that. It's not alright for someone you love so much, text you saying that they hate you. Not alright for someone you love so much, to not care about you anymore. To never get to share with you your happiness or sadness. To never get to spend anymore time together..

But I wanted this. So why do I feel this way? Maybe I made a wrong move.
Maybe I still love you.

Maybe I just need you back.
Dyana posted @ 11:49 PM